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[27 Jan 2007|08:14pm] |
Just want to share some great news everyone..
During the week I compteted in a contest against 10 other girls and I came in 2nd place. It was tough competition! I won $300 :D
It was a hip hop dance competition.
The money is coming in and I am working hard, and I enter contests on the side as well.
I take every opportunity that comes to make money. My goal is to be wealthy and buy a house & travel.
In the past is was a bit difficult for me to manage money well. Now it is different and I am bugeting my money so well. I am saving for my vacations and a car.
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| A Disorder |
[22 Jan 2007|11:56pm] |
I enjoy learning about news things.
I learned about a disorder I have not heard of before. I know about many disorders and illnesses that people have and suffer with.
This disorder I recently learned about is called
"Factitious Disorder"
The exact cause of factitious disorders is not known, but researchers are looking at the role of biological and psychological factors in the development of these disorders. Some theories suggest that a history of abuse or neglect as a child, or a history of frequent illnesses that required hospitalization might be factors in the development of the disorder.
The people who have this disorder feel unworthy of love so they make up stuff to get sympathy. Like their own illness. The attention feels so good they can't stop lying. People with factitious disorders deliberately create or exaggerate symptoms of an illness in several ways. They may lie about or fake symptoms, hurt themselves to bring on symptoms, or alter tests (such as contaminating a urine sample) to make it look like they or the person in their care are sick.
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[13 Jan 2007|04:23pm] |
Just got back from meeting with the co-producer of an urban DVD magazine. It is a DVD with magazine style content focused on Hip Hop & other urban genres.
I got an email a few months ago about doing a photo shoot, so we have kept in touch since then.
The shoot will take place this week.
My pics will be in a section called The Candy Shop. As a Candy Shop Girl I will be a featured model which poses for photos & a video profile.
We discussed the outfits I will bring,etc. There will be a stylist there at the shoot.
Models are more ethnic, not like FHM,etc where the models are mostly "All American" and busty like Pamela Anderson.
I am proud to be mixed and able to pass as many nationalities. Great advantage in the modeling industry.
I received my gift from New Zealand. It is a beautiful flower necklace (pearl color and made of stone or shell)which was hand made. It looks so nice on me. I want to post a pic of the necklace because if you didn’t see it, you wouldn’t know how pretty it is.
I will be doing a few contests during the week after work.
Prizes are great and can win tons of money! Even if I place 3rd, that would be awsome.
Keep my fingers crossed and hope to win this week.
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[03 Jan 2007|03:08pm] |
It is now 2007, awsome!!
I had a great Christmas and New Years :D
Going to go back to my regular job soon. In the meantiome, I have other things to do. A few modeling shoots as well to pay the bills.
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| the mature man vs, the player |
[31 Dec 2006|12:56pm] |
He really is in love with me. he said he bought an engagement ring. he said he knows it is love! I have never gone steady with him, but that does not stop him from loving me.
Not every man is a player I realize and there are men who do not use women for years. There are guys who don't lead women on and promise it will happen soon, but knows he wants to play the field. Womanizers! Their male role model did not set a good example to them. :(
No, I am not engaged...not yet at least. I did feel absoltely special. I do know there will be good things to come and I see it. I have been a good girl,hehe.
Karma goes a long way, and everything great is happening all at once.
This email is very recent. I wish people would know what they want before they do stuff like this.
Now, when a guy contacts his ex of 7 years, and writes stuff like this..does it prove he is a good guy? you answer this question.
I would always still try to talk things out. U were not a
girlfriend , looking back u were a wife . 7 Years is not a
relationship it was a marriage.
I guess my mistake was thinking of u as i think of myself . I need to learn from this and understand how things went wrong . What kept us together ? and if there was real love in what we had for each other ?
So here is the final question do u still have feelings for me
How could it be true if he writes that, then tells me he has other women in his life? Enjoys playing women? Enjoys the game of emailing this and fills the gap that is missing with other women?
It does not makes sense at all.Is that really all one big lie?
If you can't be a truthful honest mature man, how can you fullfill another girl and all her wants and needs. At first yes, he may, but things change later on.
These type of men do not know what they are getting themselves into if they made mistakes in the past and have not learned from them.
It won't disappear with a new person in their life. Deep down they have issues and there will be obstacles. That is when things get tough.
I never received the ring, only promises, and head games. Confusion I may add. I am a strong 24 year old. Thank goodness!
Now the man that proposed(and does not promise nor need to be fullfilled by many women) is just the man who is doing it right. Yes, because he really means it when he cares.
Lust is not love. Most time lust does not last. The emotion is not as strong as true love. Lust is lust. Nothing more,nothing less. Only players do not realize this.
Though, what goes around comes around. He will be happy playing these games now and being a player, but karma goes a long way! It's fun now but there is a time where you got to grow up and realize people find each others deceiving side. The immature player won't like it when the day comes when the girl finds out his "bad" side. She will leave him for someone who appreciates her.
Now I prefer the honest men who does not lead girls on, over men who can't make up their mind and can't think with their brain!
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| I learned alot in 2006. My entry before the New Year |
[26 Dec 2006|01:18am] |
The past few months for me have been very exciting. I am looking forward to 2007 because there are many wonderful things that I will make happen.
I have experienced many things, and have grown as a person. I am happy with myself and what I have accomplished to make me an independent woman. I feel as if I am in my 20's going on 30, and not in my 20's going on 17. I would not wish to be younger! Life is great :)
I am not censored about what I think,write or the way I feel. I love expressing myself without feeling like an idiot. No one is perfect, and everyone expresses their emotions in different ways. I prefer to do it in person. That is how I share my deepest emotions. Same goes for my thoughts and views. Not over the stupid net!what am I? a robot? a computer nerd? No, I am human. I like face to face conversations.
I think I have never looked better in my life. Many people who know me say I glow! I glow because of the way I feel inside.
I have not felt a negative emotion in a long time. I mean like crying my eyes out or shaking because I feel nervous by something bad happening to me.
When I had a rough time before, I could have turned to drugs and went deep into a hole, but did the opposite.
Some people try to find a way out of there misery by drinking,partying,drugs(any kind that is illigal!),or using someone to fill the gap in their heart and faking their emotions to that person. Sometimes for years.
The first person who comes into their life because of lust, they feel they are soulmates. Sorry to disappoint you, it does not work that way. You have alot to learn!
I have not had a need to do any of that. I do not need anyone to make me feel beautiful, because I already do feel that way, and it starts from the inside.
I found out myself that the MATURE people out there do not have time for games. All my friends are 30 or over, and I have not experienced one problem with them. Some people do never mature with age, I admit!
The devil always finds time for idle hands, and I know who they are.
They are usually the ones who do not have a life. Face it, they always have to gratify their needs and never happy with another persons happiness.
It shows me what type of mentality they have. Sometimes they come from dysfunctional families who negleted to give them love. :(
Then those people who need to feel cared for open their arms to anyone, and will take anyone. They lower their standards. Of course, they cannot see it!
I know that there will be people jelous of me. It's very sad, but you can't change the world! People can be so cruel and try to tear you down by making you feel as if you were never important.
The insults,jelousy,and mind games only made me a strong woman. If you are not happy to read this, why are you reading my journal? doesn't that tell you something about yourself?
If you want to tear me down some more...then you have major problems!
I am content with my life, my family, friends and loved ones. Thank you!
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[22 Dec 2006|11:31pm] |
I am done my Christmas shopping! Horray!!
I bought Mr.Soprano,lol,a decent gift. I buy things for people that they NEED and would like as well. It is always a good thing to get people gifts they with use like everyday, or something sentimental.
Plus, I am going to bake those delicious blueberry bran muffins! yum yum
I bought a new Cell. It has all the features. Just what I wanted.
Tommorow I am going out for lunch with my sister and my grandma, and my cutsie nephew. :D
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| counting the days till Christmas |
[21 Dec 2006|11:18pm] |
I have been quite the busy lady! I am off work for Christmas holidays now until January.
Where is the snow? Not complaining though, I love this weather. The warmer the better I see it.
The last day we had Christmas movies for the children and snacks for them to eat.
Got most of my shopping done already, because I started early this year. Basically, I just have one gift to get still. Not too bad :)
I am especially looking forward to opening my gift from New Zealand!
I recently did a promotional modeling job. It was at a party and the theme this year was cowboys! Yee Ha!
There was a live comedy show,good old Texas style food,Deal or No Deal game and a contest last. Nothing but fun!
There were many funny times and people at these events. I mean FUNNY!
My sister told me I should write a book about these experiences.
I have experienced things and met interesting people in my lifetime, before the age of 25.
It would be a good read, especially when I am older.
Well 2007 is coming up real soon! I have many goals and dreams. I am going to go for them no matter what.
I have a zest for life!
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On Tuesday, I went to watch my first Leafs game! It was alot of fun, and would go back again to watch them. They played against the Thrashers. The Leafs lost.The score was 2-4.
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LOVE these songs:
No More Conversations by Freefom Five
Put Your Hands Up for Detroit by Fedde Le Grand
Got to get the the CD Streetmix 2K7. The songs are awsome!!
Oh yeah, the new Nelly Furtado song is good too.
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| Pics from Niagara Falls |
[30 Oct 2006|09:18pm] |
A few weeks ago, some friends and I were invited to Niagara Falls by Andrew Stronach (Belinda's brother). We had a fun night of clubbing at a new club that opened up over there. After that, Andy and I went to the casino where he played a few games. I did not gamble though.
Here are some pics from Niagara Falls.
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[02 Oct 2006|05:36pm] |
Hey! It has been quite awhile since I have updated my LJ page. I have not disappeared into thin air,lol. There was alot of things going on in my life, and of course, I have been really busy!
On weekends, I am usually clubbing or partying, or just going out and having an awsome time! I think it's great, because at the moment,I am living my life to the fullest! I always want to have a smile on my face :D
I am enjoying doing modeling shoots and promotional work. During the week, I teach at an afterschool program. I love it!
Can't forget my family, so I make time for them for sure. I especially like visitng my nephew. He is sooo adorable!!
These are a few of my most recent modeling pics.(Can also be seen on my website)
Last month, one of my shoots took place in one of the most statuesque parks I have ever been to.
Here is a sneak peek photo from the shoot.
(the sexy pink dress pic!)
(Sunshine Girl photo)
Now, here are just a few of my Event pics!
This week, I will be going to Niagara Falls with a bunch of people. We are going to hang out with the "Stronach's"
There will be a limo to pick me up from my place. Lots of exciting things planned, plus a photoshoot!
Now don't be jelous or don't hate. I am not bragging(well just a bit, hehe) Just thought I would share the great news! Who wouldn't be ecstatic? :D
My friend was right! Good things are happening to me because I deserved it. Good things happen to good people. Sweet :)
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[24 Jun 2006|10:02pm] |
Hey Everyone!
I have been pretty busy with College- I am studying Early Childhood Education. Most time I'm in class, and twice a week I am doing my placement at a Preschool.
I am still modeling and doing events. I am not doing it as often as before because I am in school. Once August comes, I may be doing lots of modeling work!
Recently, I did an event for Maxim Magazine, and if you don't know, I was a Sunshine Girl on Thurs.May 2,2006!
This is my Sunshine Girl pic:
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| Recent News & some new photos! |
[25 Feb 2006|10:58pm] |
Last night was a blast and I had so much fun being a Coors Light Ice Bunny and partying it up at the Coors Light Peak Party!
Come meet the Coors Light Ice Bunny Team and experience a Rocky Mountain playground done the Coors Light way.
Photos from last nights party will be posted up on the Coors Light website soon!
I will also put up some photos from the party on my LJ later on.
Here is one photo of me taken with the other contestants for the Swimsuit Competition in Brampton.
I won 3rd place that night! The prize was money :)
Two of my most recent modeling photos *you can view more photos on my website*
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[17 Feb 2006|05:34pm] |
I'm have been pretty lucky when it comes to contests this year.
I won a pair of movie tickets for 2, and I also won the Xbox game "Prince of Persia" No bad at all!
Yesterday I competed in my second bikini competition ever, and I am a 3rd PLACE WINNER!
I will post up photos from the event soon!
Oh yeah, my friend Angela is todays Sunshine Girl. Check it out here: http://torontosun.com/SUNshineGirl/home.html
I am really excited that I am going to be an Aunt very soon! She is going to have a Boy.
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[23 Dec 2005|11:59pm] |
Hey everyone! I just want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas!!
Been so busy in the past couple of weeks especially, shopping for gifts, cards, and running errands.
after Christmas, I get to relax! Ahh :)
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[14 Nov 2005|08:50pm] |
This weekend was great!
I will be doing a modeling shoot this week for Ice Gear clothing. It is a fitness clothing line.
I am also runnig for Diva of the Month for a Toronto Online magazine. So far I am 1st place, so I hope I win!
Last week I went to a cool club El Convento Rico. The Drag Queen show was the best! I have never seen anything like that.
If you have never seen a drag queen show before, you gotta go to El Convento Rico and see it!
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[02 May 2005|08:13am] |
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I will be a featured model on www.onetymerz.com.....go check it out, what r u waiting for?? :)
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[24 Apr 2005|03:48pm] |
Your Stripper Name is: Trinity
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